My wife is accepting but not OK with what I do at this point (about a month into being out to her with my crossdressing) and asked me a question that I don't really know if I like the answer to.

"If there were no mirrors and you didn't have your camera with you when you go on work trips & dress in that hotel room, would you continue to do it?"

Being absolutely truthful with myself (and sometimes, especially with this issue that is difficult) I don't know that I would...

What does that say?