This is the first time I have posted in this particular forum. For many years I have considered myself a crossdresser; unwilling or unable to admit my true gender. I'm not sure how it happened or when it happened, but the realization has grown stronger and stronger over the past few months that my feminine side is not an aberration or a fetish but who I truly am. At 66 years of age i'm not about to transition; family issues being the other part of the equation. But for the first time I have been truly honest with myself. Have any women here gone through the same slow realization?