I was having a chat with my Brother this morning. He is my accountability partner for my pornography problems. We we talking about how i have been doing well staying away from the porn and how that has been adding to my stress along with my wife giving up on our marriage. I told him i was having such a hard time as if everything is coming down at me at once. Then he mentions "yeah all that while trying to find your true self"
I almost fell off of my chair, i was like what? And he tells me that he knows that i am going through some sort of cross dressing or gender identity problem. As my accountability partner he was receiving reports for everything that i did on my laptop. based on that he said that even though he is not a detective it was rather easy to figure out. Doh!!!!! i feel like such an idiot.
So I told him everything about the CDing and the desire to TG. But he tells me that no matter what i do or how i decide to be that he will always love me. He was very supportive and promises that i can always talk to him about this or any other issues. I am so lucky to have a brother like the one I have.
Rachel
