Yea I've had several Rites of Passage:
- I went into a local ladies clothing store. I was in drab and looking for a bouse that was on sale. Talked to an SA. Told her what I was looking for. Mentioned it was for me and I needed to try it on. When I got to the store I sat frozen in the car for about 15 or 20 minutes playing mind games with myself. I had to stop thinking about it and just do it.
- Buying my first wig. Retail store. Emailed them to explain who I was and what I wanted. Went to the store and tried on about a dozen different wig in drab mode.
- Getting my first make over. Sitting in the middle of a beauty salon in drab mode with about 20 GGs while I had makeup applied.
- First time out to the mall all made up. Oh that was so scary. Mingling with hundreds of people while presenting as a girl.
- First time out the door all made up.
- Girl friend asked me to move in with her. I had to have the talk and be totally transparent about my Cding. I had to explain who I was before I would make that commitment.