Today I did a major step in my transition. As of today I will be Nicole full time with a few exceptions. Until I get my name changed I won't dress at work and for certain appointments between now and then I will show up as male but will tell them next time I will be Nicole. I am so excited for this step and all future steps. It is a relief that I am becoming my true self. So so excited. Next Thursday I will be seeing a new doctor to start HRT. There has been some disappointment along the way finding a doctor but I now have one. One thing I have learned from that. Never give up. I was at a point of giving up and my wife stepped in a fought for me with the business manager at the practice. Found out there was a work around. Yay me!!!