Ouch Devi, we are here to support and Ill assume you were tired etc or not? To the actual post; Miss Charlotte you will be back or maybe not. But if you do come back to your post, it might be time to reach out for professional help for the depression for those highs /lows that's manifesting.then you will fund the truth and as someone very known said, and "the truth shall set you free" for the mean time you can use expressions as "pink fog" what a stupidity to call it in that way....