Hi everyone,
I could use some advice, happy to hear all points of view.
I've been Cross dressing for many years and underdressing daily and feminising my self as much as possible without 100% transition.
I have a wife of 10 years who is supportive of my journey , I have 3 children under 9. Although we agree hormones are not on the cards right now as we both enjoy the male sexual function.
That being said I am dressing and using makeup more that people including my daughter's have on occasion noticed. I work for myself and both my wife and myself are very concerned about the knock on effects of transition to full time.i have my first theropy session with specialist this week and hope for some clarity. I continually question "who" I am.
I've never been a boys boy, not into sports, suffered from severe depression before allowing myself to explore dressing and presenting as female. I have friends that are cross dressers but are 100% happy for that to be the end for them. I am not how ever , I feel I need to transition but am completely torn as to the concequences. I'm no longer depressed I guess just confused.
My wife and I go out nearly every week for our special girl dates and apart from the occasional smart remark and the confused looks it's when I'm most centred and happy. Sorry for the rambling but would love to hear others thoughts on my situation .
