Not wanting any pity or anything because I do have a lot going for me, but wondering if others are feeling the same. Pre covid I got to go out clubbing at least once a month dressed up. Now it has been over a year. My work travel is near zero now. On top of having an unaccepting wife, a relative had to move in with us over a depressing situation which I can not discuss here.. The bottom line is that there is zero opportunity at home. I did a few risky partial dress ups last summer, but after getting caught once I had to stop or run the risk of a big confrontation as I have run into before.
I just do not see any reasonable opportunity any more. I am not going to purge, but I feel like I am trying to cling onto something that is fading away.
Anyone else feeling the same?
Sandi
