Hey y'all! It has been quite a while since I've had an opportunity to let Kimberly out..... The last time I dressed was on January 29th. I've just been going through some things and been having to deal with some stuff that prevents me from going full-on CD'd. I have, however of course been able to underdress, (panties and pantyhose under my "dude clothes"), plus I've been wearing my night gowns with pantyhose at home, so that kinda/sorta satisfies the "pink fog". LOL
Even since Covid-19 hit, that didn't stop me from going out CD'd, even with all of the "non-essential" businesses closed. I would still go out dressed, get a bite to eat at a drive-thru and go shopping at Walmart or something. But what I've got going on now, prevents me from going out dressed at all and it's not easy. I know that others here know how I feel. I am very glad and I feel privileged to be able to come here and share my thoughts with all of you.
This past month since I haven't been able to fully dress, it's sorta hard to describe but for me, it's like an itch you can't scratch out..... I am DYING to fully crossdress and become Kimberly again, but right now, I just can't. No, I'm not purging anything, I'm not stopping CD'ing becuase it's part of who I am now. It's painful for me to not be able to CD. But also, I look at it as a luxury and something that I GET to do, not something that is necessary for survival, so I'll live and I'll get over it, knowing that I'll be able to CD again before too long. LOL