I went to see my psychologist today. She is the only person I've ever voluntarily told about my feminine side.
It has taken me over 50 years to tell someone. It was like this terrifying door I could never see beyond. And now that I've opened that door, I've suddenly realised I had no idea what was behind it. I don't know what happens now.
I had no choice but to barge in and crash down that door. My burden has been oppressive, and I've had to lay it down.
I can only wonder where this path will lead me now. Wish me luck
