You do not know me
You do not know my life
Shit Happens we are not made by a machine!
So why judge us
Stress stress Life is not easy. And some of us need to escape. I know what was acceptable 40 years ago. Is acceptable today! When you get pregnant you put in your order for a boy or girl. But somewhere in the ordering you only get 75 25 or 60 40 50 50.
And you come out and start your life. Not knowing anything and it is not your fault.
You are a kid and kids do what makes them happy. When they play and you step off the line. You start to play girl games and you are corrected. You don't know why but you learn quickly. That you are different so you hide yourself from yourself. Because it is easier and life goes on. Back to STRESS so you look for escape.
So you find something that makes you happy. So you get your girl on and get out of your mind. And you start to understand that your order got messed up.
Because something that you buried a long time ago feels right. So you put on a skirt and a nice top, a little lippy and don't forget the heels. You feel great in your mind, sorry but others don't see it too bad because you are you. you are old and losing your hair. But this is for you no else you feel great about yourself and THAT IS ALL THAT MATTERS. You are not out to hurt anyone so you're not M 100% or F 100% not everyone is 100% 60-40 50 50 75 25 you can be in the MIDDLE somewhere but it is your happy place.