As I noted in previous posts I came out, to myself at least, as transgendered. Now I have purged twice before; but since then I realized that it was the overwhelming guilt and the inability to be honest with myself that was the reason for the purge. Once again, as per some of my previous posts, I have begun expressing my feminine side to a greater extent, i.e. wearing my denim leggings to work. I no longer feel the pangs of guilt and am increasingly comfortable expressing my feminine side. I'm sure there will be issues. But finally expressing my true feelings makes it easier to handle.