I just recently had my first crossdressing experience in 25 years. It was wonderful - euphoric, sensual a "high" to be sure...yet a bit scary. First, I cannot wait for the opportunity to do it again and it dominates all my thoughts. Even a trip to the drug store to buy pantyhose was a high. I fantasize about my next experience. Feels almost like I'm becoming addicted...or maybe I already am. Is this just the overreaction of a newbie or does this over the top obsession recede with time? Or something else? I know one thing for sure...I don't want to stop!