Hello everyone. It's been quite a while since I last started a thread here and some things have improved, others may have gotten strange, so here's some of it:
>Be me
(Oh wait, wrong website!)
I have been able to finally overcome something that has been a nuisance at the least, a concern at most. I have lost weight, 20 kg (around 44 lb) and my health has improved because of it, it's the first time in years I'm this thin, also in my healthy weight range. Every advance in this just increased my urges to crossdress and wanting to get more things, but nothing in mind yet besides maybe a skirt or a dress, however that's still not possible, since I recently don't have a cent to my name, nor have been able to get a job.
Guilt and shame have once again appeared as urges came back (and stronger than before), and as mentioned above, no budget, so I can't go to therapy, nor have any idea of what can be done, but worry not, I can say that my search history (if it was saved) hasn't been as plagued with "how to stop crossdressing urges" or similar things as it was years ago. And before anyone says anything about hobbies, no idea of how to find new ones without getting bored of them at the next hour.
So yeah, there have been improvements since last year, other things on a halt or still going slowly. In case I manage to get any income soon, any suggestions of what to get and that may be easy to conceal at home? I barely have any women's clothes since the last time I purged.
If you have gotten to this point, I hope you had or will have a nice day.
