I haven't fully dressed in about 8-9 years...long story, but for valid reasons of health with my wife.
My wife recently passed from long-term illness.
We spoke in detail about how I would live going forward after she passed away. We knew that the likelihood was there.
Told her that I would be staying home mostly, and probably spend 4-6 days as a female/woman/girl pick your term.
Also said that I wasn't looking to date or find someone else to have a relationship with.
I just want to live as a female/woman etc....
Here's the problem....I want to sit down and start doing my makeup and practicing the skills or techniques that have gotten rusty over the last 8-9 years.
However, I can't bring myself to do it. I think the issue with me is I'm afraid that I won't be able to achieve the look I want to have and end up looking like an old hag or worse...ugly.
Any suggestions on how I can get it going again??? I know its crazy, but it's becoming an issue for me.
Guidence please!!!
Thanks
Steph
