Hi All,
It's been a while since I was here, but I thought I give an update of my progress to anyone who is intrested in it. Unfortunately the original thread has been closed, so I can't post updates there, but I still believe that this is a discussion worth heaving, so I opened a new one. Here is the original:
https://www.crossdressers.com/forums...ping%20without
So anyway, I decided to stop CD-ing 7 months ago because It causes me more troubles and probrems than actual good feelings. It's just a personal experience and I know it's not a choice for many but I wanted a discussion about it so the ones in the same boat can read about such experiences.
So I stopped 7 months ago and still going. I truly believe that the reason I'm still going and going without stress or anxiety is tha fact that I started CDing only about 4 years ago so it's not rooted in me so strongly. And the other hand because of everyday meditation.
I stopped meditating about a month agou because of lazyness and the urge which came about once-twice a month before that, came back on a daily basis. Ant I think that the reason for that is that meditation bringed a balance which I maintained with CDing. Or more precisely it bringed BACK the balance I had before CDing. Maybe I'm not the only one who had no signes of CDing for decades and then suddenly a series of events triggered it in teenage/adult life. So I still believe which I believed when I stopped 7 months ago, that for me and maybe for many others (NOT ALL CDers, I can't stress it enough) the CDing is just a symptom, a manifestation of an inbalance. And it's totally OK to bring that balance with CDing, but maybe there or others who want to stop but thinks that CDing is the only way to bring that balance.
I think it's not but I'm open to debate and if anybody is intrested further in my experiences, feel free to ask.
Cheers,
Tomi