I was falling asleep last night, happily wearing a lavender nightgown, and arandom thought occurred to me. I was asking myself (again) am I a crossdresser or am I on the path to transgender? And the thought was I like the idea and looks of being female but don?t actually think of myself as female. Like football fans who wear Tom Brady jerseys and want to be like him but have no misconceptions about being him. Or like kids wearing superhero costumes who like pretending to be a superhero but know they are not. Does this make sense?