Last night, a few hours before we were due to drive to UK for 2 weeks, my wife and I made the decision to cancel the trip, due to tightening regs and increasing health risks. There were several good reasons for going, but it would have given me 3 days staying with some girly friends where I can be Nikki, while my wife did her own thing.
It's only starting to hit me how badly disappointed I am, right now I just feel like crying. It would have been my first opportunity to dress up and let go in 2 years. I have some freedom with my wife, but not to the extent of wigs and make up, and snatching a few hours during the day, knowing she might come back unexpectedly just doesn't cut it.
We'll go in the Spring, but...
Anyhow, thanks for listening.
Love to you all, Nikki
