I am finally going to therapy next week. Last year I finally stopped denying my innermost feelings and accepted the fact that I am transgender, not a crossdresser. It will be virtual therapy and the individual does do gender counseling; but that is only one of the areas that he counsels in. I would prefer someone who is exclusively a gender therapist but none are available right now. Nonetheless it will nice to bare my innermost feelings to an objective third party. I'm 67 and certainly not going to transition at this point but just talking it out will be productive. My wife is supportive of this so it will be interesting to see what the results are. I'm not looking for an epiphany, just some clarity.