Started around 12 with Mothers pantyhose and makeup. Tried to hide but was disovered many times over 30 plus years of marriage. Told my wife in 2018 at 53 that I am gender fluid and wont lie or hide my crossdressing from her anymore. But she doesnt like seeing me wearing feminine clothing. I epilate and love having smooth skin, love wearing panties, pantyhose and sometimes a little lipstick.