Hello to all
I have spent some time today rereading posts throughout my time here and am so grateful for this record of my thoughts. I can see that I had a conversation with my wife about this side of me 7 years ago and I can't say we have spoken of it since. We live in the same house but separately although peacefully.I still do not have answers for questions I posed so many years ago but still appreciate the responses offered.
I am also grateful to still have this place that I can come to to continue to try to understand what it is that I am and not despise that person for their existence.