Decided to take the brave step and let my wife know that Olivia needs some time in my life. She was amazing and supporting my needs. Had the hard part of the talk where seems most SO go, the question about whether I truly want to be come and transition into Olivia. For me it?s always been just about escaping into another side of myself. I?ve felt like there are two people inside of me and we just take time in the physical sense. Not sure what any of that could really mean but now being able to explore without the shame and hiding. Still dream of a day where we have a girls day wine tasting together but for now, I?m ok with dadt!