I have been away from this website/forum for many years. The reason that I left is because I felt that I am an enigma that didn't belong here. I would describe myself as a feminine male. I incorporate various feminine looks into my presentation such as a colored feminine hairstyle, always wearing a woman's purse, in the warmer months wearing women's low-heel sandals with professionally pedicured red toenails and toe rings. I also sometimes wear women's capri pants, women's exercise pants, women's flats, and sometimes pantyhose.
I describe myself as simply a male that enjoys feminine things. I have no desire to pass as a woman and always check the "male" box when applications or medical records ask for gender. I am not into sports except for tennis and enjoy a lot of feminine activities such as Yoga, shopping for cute shoes, and having great conversation with women. Essentially I am the male equivalent of a Tomboy. I have women friends that are total Tomboys and are married with children. They do not identify as transgendered and I also should not have to identify as transgendered. Essentially I am proud to be a sissy male and the word that I use to describe myself is a "Janegirl". If I get mistaken for a women because of my purse, painted toenails, and hairstyle, I am totally fine with that. On the other hand, if I am seen as the male that I really am, I am also fine with it. Think about Harry Styles. He just wants the freedom to wear what he wants without being labeled.
I also do not identify as non-binary because I think of my self as a male, albeit a feminine Janegirl male. Many years ago when I was last on this forum, I really felt out of place and couldn't connect with a lot of folks here especially those gurls that have two distinct modes, completely male or completely female. Unfortunately, I even got into some heated discussions and disagreements that I am sorry for. I respect these gurls, but I have one mode only and that is me being a feminine male.
I am wondering if there are any others people on this forum that identify in the manner that I described above. If not, then it is probably best for me to move on from here again.
Thanks for listening,
Jamie