I have finally confronted reality.
It was provoked by my therapist, who said to me yesterday that her sense was that there was an inevitability to all this. She was concerned that by voicing her thoughts and perceptions, she would somehow influence my thinking. What it did was simply make me accept the truth.
I am a transgender woman.
My head is spinning. I can't sleep. I feel sick and anxious and I'm constantly trembling. I don't know what to do next.
But there is no doubt in my head now where this is all going.
Please send me your love - I'm going to need it
