Do people ever feel this way, maybe there is more to it than just the crossdressing side of things but no matter how much further forward I get, I just never feel it's enough?
Years ago, I used to think I'd feel more complete once I had my own things & could dress more often.
Then it became about going out, so I made the leap & little by little got to express myself more that way.
But it just never feels enough & I always have a feeling like I'm yearning for more, that life could be better & that the grass is greener on the other side.
I think I need learn to enjoy the present more, rather than thinking things could be so much better if xyz.