I have been fantasizing more and more about being with a man while dressed. The desire has grown to the point where I am seriously considering planning an encounter to satisfy this desire. I?m nervous as hell as when I am not Josephine I have zero desires to be with a man but as Josephine the urge is so strong that every dressing occasion has to end with that fantasy in my head.
I am wondering if anyone else here has experienced this desire, how they have handled it and if you have taken the plunge how was it? For context My dressing has always been a private thing. I dress for me, in private and have had no desire to be out in public in any way. So this desire to express myself with a man is a little weird to me. I?ve considered sharing with another cross dresser to sort of have best of both worlds and experience my dressing with someone who totally understands where I?m coming from without judgments.
Any thoughts or sharing of experiences are welcome.
