From a child and before dating GGs.I was heavily into CD. I bought clothes, wigs lingerie etc.I was advised where to get them and how from girls at local CD support group .This diminished after marriage and kids but came back with a vengeance after my father died in 2011. I was busted by my wife who does not accept . Had a breakdown came out to my mother who accepted. For the next 9 years I developed a wardrobe at my mothers. Dressed at least once a week until 2020 when she passed away. Had to purge everything. Other than occasional forays opportunities are virtually zero now.Like many others on this forum . I am reflecting what if? Better to experienced it than not at all.Feel like I have reached a crossroads in my life.Family are important to me so don?t want my self indulgence to jeapordize relationship but feel desperately frustrated and lost.Any one else have similar circumstances and advice they could offer?
