Most of us have had the feeling. We get dressed up en femme and our minds take a left turn and suddenly we're thinking "What on earth am I doing? This is weird! This is crazy! This is so inappropriate! I must be nuts!"
I've been having that feeling a lot lately. Every time I put on male clothing. Yes, I said male clothing. Not a typo. Sometimes I even feel ashamed. I feel like I'm letting everybody down. I keep thinking "I know I should be wearing a skirt or a dress, but here I am sneaking around in an ugly pair of pants."
Actually I have come to think of my female clothing as my regular clothes, and my male clothing as a uniform or a disguise for performing certain tasks. Perhaps I should reduce the use of the disguise.
Any thoughts?