Does anyone feel like me? Sometimes I wish I could really be transitioned but I can?t

[ScientiaMetallum]

I've considered transition for a long time. I've given up on it, now, for social and financial reasons, but I think if I'd been more open about my gender issues when I was younger, things might've been different. Then again, money would still have been an issue.

But yeah, in the hypothetical magic scenario, I'd love being able to switch from male to female at will. Hell, I'm pretty sure I'd take the offer of a single-time switch as well.

[Devi SM]

From time to time I have the curiosity to come back here to read what was my life and keep reading the same excuses, financial, social, job, height, weight, etc.

I'm just 36 days after my GCS, yes, other can call it SRS others vaginoplasty.

I'm a federal employee that works everyday with unknown people, they could reject me but they don't do it. I never seen a double check on my, my body, face etc.
I was around a year with voice feminization therapy, my voice improved a bit but I don't sound 100% as a woman.

I haven't had a FFS, my hair is no longer long as it was for years.

Keep happily married living together with the same woman of the last 43 years.

In September I'll be 63 years old.

What am I? transwoman? transexual? a MIAD ? who cares, I don't have to give all the excuses I read here.

You know what I am? I'm not longer a dreamer, I'm not longer a cheater or liar to my family and the world.

I'm happy.

[Maid_Marion]

Hi Devi,

Congratulations on the surgery and finally being happy!

Marion

[Krisi]

Krisi,

Perfectly said. If I could say a magic word to be able to switch back and forth between my male self and an actual GG body, I'd love it. Until that happens, I'll settle for just enjoying dressing like one.

Stephanie

Same here, but reality tells us this can only be a fantasy.