Like probably most of us, my crossdressing is secret. I wear panties 24/7/365, and only my wife knows that. I share with all of you sometimes and sometimes on a transgender forum, but none of you would recognize me if I passed you on the street. If I dropped dead tomorrow, you would not know. I do exchange emails with another CD who lives in another part of the country, but we have never met and we do not know each other’s real names.
Sometimes I long for a friendship with an actual person or people who I could be with as a regular person, but who knew, understood, and shared my secret. I am not talking about going to a CD support group. I do not want to do that, and doing so would cause problems in my marriage. I am talking about just being friends with another person who understands what it is like to be male, but feel feminine, to have lunch with another guy and know that we are both wearing panties and it is no big deal. Basically, to just have a real life friend with whom I did not have to maintain the secret, a friend that I could share Nancy feelings and thoughts with even if we never dressed up together.
Sometimes keeping the secret is exhausting. Nancy