I used to post a lot here. That was mostly when I was still trying to figure out my life, and my needs.
I was born with a male body, but over time I proved to have a mind which was much more on the feminine side. I repressed it until I was in my early 50’s, with both parents plus my wife all passed away. Finally sought my own needs.
Four years of experimenting in a gender fluid way, before I decided I needed to flip the gender switch to the female setting, and break it off. Never turned back, never regretted becoming as fully female as I could.
Four years on hormone therapy, jumping through hoops to convince insurance companies that I know who I really am inside my mind.
I’ve been pretty quiet for the last year. Nothing really left to say. All the barriers are behind me. But Covid has delayed availability of operating theater space. So even though I have met or far exceeded every barrier placed in my path, and should have been scheduled for my lower surgery last year, I am still in a waiting queue, with no assigned surgical date for my lower surgery. And no promise of it happening for at least another year.
So I just live my female life as best I can, despite being incomplete. Enjoying life, yes. But not as much as a fully female bodied version of me will be able to.
So, sorry I have been quiet. But I just have nothing new to say.