Finally had no choice. The guilt and shame of doing something my wife didn't know about was too much. I couldn't stand the thought of her finding out on her own. Additionally, the fog was concurrent with a bout of depression that was heavier than normal. I am not sure if one is a product of the other or coincidental.
I won't bore with details as I am typing on my phone and for some reason my text will just disappear after so long but it went well. She told me she does not want to see me dressed and frankly at this point I don't want her to either. She asked if I needed to talk to someone to resolve this and I explained that I have been to all corners of the internet researching and concluded there is no cure or treatment. It is who I am.
I should have done this soooooo long ago!
Emi
