You should be proud of yourself Ally for understanding what's important in your life and having your priorities in order, which your daughter is at the top of that list for you. In my case I'm in the closet more so because pretty much my entire wardrobe is romantic lingerie (can't wear that out lol!) and it I've never felt a thrill or desire from thinking about being out. My boyfriend knows about my dressing, I dress in front of him and that's all the thrill I need.