I'm in place in my life where dressing as a women just isn't possible. Only told my wife about this recently. Never told her about dressing up as teenager and the desire didn't really manifest until recently. She has been as supportive as I could have hoped. She's bought me a few things to wear under work clothes. She inadvertently picked this name. Getting fully dressed up isn't something she's ready for. Been married 16 years and intend to respect her feelings. Take things slow. Id love to hear from others how they scratch itch without crossing boundaries. For now I play games where I can chose a female character and dress her up. Fist time I've spoken to anyone other than my wife about this. Thank you to anyone who reads this.