I didn't ask for this. I truly believe that other personality in me is a huge contributor in how I have gotten to this point in life but....
With one child away at college and essentially independent and another ready to leave I pictured a whole different me (us). I was not prepared for the life stresses that ultimately lead to me having to come out to my wife.
While she is sympathetic of my situation she will be the first to say she'll never understand.
This is the first spring I can remember where I could not set myself aside to address the husband tasks at hand. I think there are many other issues contributing to this but it's very frustrating.
Please forgive me for the useless post but I'm hoping putting this out there that I can find a little solace.
Emi