Hi looking for feedback. My 65th birthday is coming and we booked a cruise for the week. So here is my dilemma, I have been crossdressing on and off all my life. In the past 10 years it is become daily part of my life mostly just under dressing, but I travel a lot for business so able fully dress a lot. My wife has know since we were teenagers (been married for over 40yrs). She was always fine with it and for many years like most I had no interest in dressing. So jump forward to about ten years ago when the urge hit hard and has continued. I have always wanted her to see me fully dressed (make up wig etc). She has seen picture I have taken and has no issue with me in undergarments and even forms but has always said she isn?t ready to see the full presentation. She has always been very supportive and has often purchased clothes, make up jewelry for me so very open to it but has always had this one hang up (not sure if that is the right word). So for my birthday and while we are away she asked me if I was going to bring some outfits, I said no wasn?t planning on it since I wouldn?t have a real chance to fully dress she said to me why don?t we get you a nice outfit and you can introduce me to Jackie in all her glory! I asked are you sure you have always said you are not ready to see her. She said well what?s the worse that could happen I freak out a little and you can change back. ( this would be in the cabin as I would not and she does not want to got out dressed). So my question to everyone is, has anyone experienced this with their wife? Where she never wanted to see you dressed and then one day does did they handle it were things differnt after ? I don?t want her to be uncomfortable I don?t want her to see me differnt going forward. This is a huge step for almost 50 years she has know about Jackie but never felt she could handle meeting her. And now she wants to do this for me as she know how much I would love to share Jackie with her. Any advice or thoughts would be most appreciated. (I use to always use Laura as my femme name about 7 years ago after seeing some picture of me after a make over she asked what I though about Jackie as a name she told you look great and Jackie would be perfect for you)