Hawaii trip and out and about
Just posted my “AT THE BEACH” story. I should add, I
Have lost 21#s since AUGUST 1 (have another 15# to go) and feel so much more girly and sexy. So after spending most of THURSDAY and FRIDAY in guy mode I threw caution to the wind. Went in and got a very pretty mani/pedi (SUPER FUN), and decided to spend the rest of my trip FRIDAY thru TUESDAY as A woman. Have gone out everyday walking, shopping, eating, beach time, etc as a girl. What a wonderful experience.
Just wanted to get out and try something different. Not a dark movie theater. WANTED TO BE SEEN. First went for FULL GLAM MAKEOVER at Sephora. LASHES AND THE WHOLE 9 YARDS. Then out to eat and onto the show. SO Tonight I went to a small venue, about 20-25 people, MAGIC SHOW. At first felt a little uneasy. No alcohol to ease the uncomfortable publicNess of my womanhood. Brightly lit, no hiding, was my hair right, lip stick bright, clothes tight? Nothing exposed that shouldn’t be seen in PUBLIC ? Finally relaxed. Show started and I felt very comfortable. Then the uneasiness set in when the magician started to interact with the audience (mostly couples) and had several of them Assisst on stage. Surely he wouldn’t ask the pretty me (but obviously still a male in girls’ clothes) to Assisst. Well, yes he did. A little nervous but still not a hostile setting. He eased me into it as he complimented me on my pretty leggings. But of course my assisting also required speaking. Never have felt comfortable on stage in front of a group, but now I was in full Glam mode and he was asking me questions. My girl voice is not very sophisticated. So I just spoke softly and got thru my 5 minutes of fear.
This vacation Feels like a breakthrough in my new girl life. Still a day to go and fully expect my future PUBLIC TIME to expand exponentially. Not a big NIKE person but my advice to those who are afraid. “JUST DO IT” Love, NIKKI.
