After 40 years together, my wife passed away earlier this month. She has always known of my crossdressing and been very supportive of it. We shopped together, though I only once shopped as Kate, and I dressed up at home with her and my kids full support.
After 40 years of doing it with her, I find I don't currently have any fun dressing up. It just feels lonely when I do. I'm sure at some point it will become comfortable again, but at this point I don't know when.
Has anyone else been in this position, and how and when did you go back to dressing up again?
Kate Sometimes