These past few weeks I've been alone in my apartment and I've been dressing a lot lately enjoying myself being beautiful. I tried many dresses, lingeries, pantyhose these past few days looking myself in the mirror and also this time around I applied make up on myself I'm a beginner when it comes to make up but I still appreciated it and I know with practice I can make myself more beautiful. There is this urge that whenever I'm fully en femme I want to get outside and walk letting other passersby see me en femme. This urge just keeps getting stronger every time I dress. Is there a way to contain it? For I really want my crossdressing to stay secret.
