In my journey to understand myself, I have read so much from DSMVI, to cross-dresser chat lines.
There is this problem with fetishistic dressing, that seems to get in the way for allot of MTF TS.
The problem is that there is a stigma associated with it and self acceptance.
For me I am guilty of such acts and I am also guilty of wanting to cut off JR.
I have wanted to be a girl all my life and the fetish portion has messed me up big time.
It is blamed on Testosterone by me and others like me and if it weren't for "T"
there would be no desire to live as a man.
My question to you is, have you ever had Fetishistic dressing episodes?
