Hi all,
I have read all i could find on crossdressing, fetishism and the like. Maybe im in denial or just havent met enough people but I dont seem to belong largely to any of these classes. My obsession, fetish, whatever, with womens clothes started a little less than a year ago. My wife and I were in a local dept store, womens dept, and i saw a large rack of womens panties...thought, "hey, id like to wear those," told my wife of this thought while standing there, and while im sure ill never know how shocked she was i went home that day with my first few pair. Since then my wife has been up and down about the whole thing, buying me items one week and the next having some issue with it. Im almost certain this is related to insecurity feelings she has so i try and positively reinforce the opposite in her when i can. Back to the point. These urges were never present in me prior to a year ago, ive never hidden them and while confused as to why exactly they appeared, have never been ashamed of them or how ive dealt with them.
My collection consists of way too many pairs of panties, all those styles and fabrics, well how else do you know if they fit well unless you buy them? Ive thrown some out and need to lessen this collection again as i still have some that just dont work...can you say boy shorts? hehe... Anyway, I have a few short skirts, shorter the better, I do get sexually aroused from wearing these items at times, that and some role reversal bedroom play have made life much more enjoyable and interesting. I have no desire to wear anything conservative, yes im a tad on the ****ty side...I do not want to wear heels, makeup, wigs or ever subject anyone to what an early 40's 230 lb 6' + man looks like as a women. I do wear panties most days, and not always is this sexually stimulating...mentally yes, not always sexually tho. I have no desire to exit my house dressed as anything other than me. I have taken a few pics of myself in panties and such...ok more than a few.
I am very comfortable with who i am and see no reason to hide this from my wife, others...well my personal life is my business and im the only one that i must be comfortable with...basically none of their business i suppose...and honestly, does anyone really want to know this about me...i dont see myself as that important.
So where do i belong? Am I indeed a crossdresser, is this a transvestic fetish, or...? Im just curious as i dont understand the whys i guess...any classification or label is just that..another label and ive got many of those...will not change my life i suppose...but if anyone has any insight or thoughts i would love to hear them...thnks for being here...take care all...lp