Well my horror store began 4 weeks ago and continues on, when I was young I told my mother and it went to hell in a hand basket for 7 years. I hid my feelings and desires through 2 failed marriages and many unhappy times.
I am now remarried to my true soulmate, so after 4 years I trusted enough to tell another person to whom I thought alot of and respected.
Fights and more fights, lost trust on both sides, pain beyond anything i expected, now i go back into the closet to avoid hurt her anymore. Though she said to me no more hidding and no more lies. The very nature of what I do to avoid her pain causes me to hide and lie to her. If I tell her that do not want to stop I lose the best friend I have ever had. I trusted her to be here for me and top love me no matter what came along like she said many times before.
Is this possibly just a time issue? she no longer wants anything to do with learning about it or reading about it. PLease can someone give me some advice. I am lost inside to minds one for her and one for me.