Finally the week end. It looks like I'll be able to remain femme till Sunday afternoon. Just a few thoughts on that.
I'll enjoy being a girl for a couple of days but when the weekend is over I know I'll probably feel kind of like I wasted two days. I don't mean to say that I won't have some fun, probably go shopping for a new outfit or two, maybe get an idea to get some pics outdoors.
What I have been considering though is that if I were to spend more of my free time in guy mode I could do some things which would add much more to my life than the above. Maybe get a salable pic or two, maybe work on improving my work skills, the lack of which gets me stuck in a job I dont enjoy, maybe grow in relationships with others. What I am getting at is that too much time spent CD ing has stunted my life as a male. Granted there are many up sides to putting energy into Christine, there are up sides to putting energy into my other half. I certainly don't think I could or should give up Christine but only that I feel there needs to be a balance found. Someone posted a while ago that they never referred to their male half as "drab".
I agree completely. Unless one is going to transition completely we have two halves of our personality. Both halves should be viewed positively.
Hugs, Christine