Recently, someone communicated to me that they were gender confused because of the crossdressing.
I respect everyone's opinion on this and know there are many ways we see our selves. Some maybe struggling with this aspect of their persona evidenced by all the purging stories. Some may feel totally accepting of this side of themselves.
If I may, I have totally accepted this part of myself, though that was not always the case. For a long time I lived a double life working to prop up the male image by overcompensating at times to do so.
Today I am greatful that I feel more fulfilled and complete than at any other time of my life. I am able to embrace all of me with satisfaction and joy. No shame or guilt, not a trace. I also love my male persona and would not give up that part of myself for anything.
I see myself as a total and complete person. I am soft and I am hard. I am feminine and I am masculine. I am definitely unique in comparison to the world at large. I am happy. I am fulfilled because I can be me. Whatever me is in total, I am still finding out but at leaste I am free to find out and free to Love myself. I no longer go through those self hating times for which I am very greatful. Who I am cannot be pigeon holed or categorized. I am part of a larger community but very different because of my God given individuality. I love the life and I love the journey. I hope others will learn to enjoy this amazing journey. A journey filled with child like curiosity and play. A wonderful and enchanted journey to say the leaste.
I used to be very angry and I could not do a thing about it. I believe it was because I had not come to terms with who I was. I was unhappy to say the leaste. It affected how much I could love others. Loving who I am has definitely helped me to grow in my love for others. After all my mission in life is to learn how to love more and more.
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