I was beaten up a lot as a child because I was different. Oddly, not because of and TG issues but that I was an illegitimate child raised by a single mother and in the 1950's that gave other kids the right to do anything they felt like. Adults also had their licks in on the odd kid. I broke my arm while staying at a church friend of my mother while she was in hospital and they would not take me to the doctor. My bent arm healed unset and had to be rebroken to straighten it, six week later. I was the only illegitimate child in my town and they had a field day torturing me. The experience has made TG much harder to deal with as I am obsessed with what people think and fear being beaten up or abused again. In fact, I'm getting very emotional about it and can't keep it in the road because of the fear. I am getting the notion from reading others stories here that they do not have this level of trepidation in being in public. I'm trying to sort this out so I can progress as I need to but this barrier is so hard to deal with.