Yes, the dreaded urge to purge is knocking at my door.
This has nothing to do with Kerry. She is a sweetheart and supporting about my Cding.
This is more about my religious beliefs. Just a bit too much conflict there to reconcile. It seems that every time I get into Cding, the rest of my life slowly disintegrates.
Also, Cding has always been a compensation for not having a GG in my life. That has obviously changed now. I feel like Cding is no longer a justifiable part of my life.
I know that sounds crazy to all of you who are looking for an accepting GG but it is how I feel right now.
These are just my reasons for quitting. I do not want to imply that my reasoning should be applied to anyone else. I'm just having trouble getting my head wrapped around it all right now. I have not purged yet but am thinking about it.