us sistas usually are in the closet but here's one. I have been dressing on and off since 9. Have tried to repress it on many occasions and went about 6 years until in 2002 through the power of the internet, my desires re-emerged. I never knew there were so many men like me who enjoyed wearing women's clothes. In 2003, I began with pantyhose and this year, on Halloween (behind closed doors) dressed completely for the first time!!! What a great feeling!!! I purchased my first pair of black patent leather pumps in November and have slowly added to my fem wardrobe. Though I don't do it often, when I get the urge it's overwhelming. Now I'm looking for a wig and maybe even someone close by to help me become better. No one knows but me and now you all. I really enjoy dressing and the feeling of feminine attire against your skin is just unbelievable, especially cool air blowing on nylon covered leg...what an amazing feeling!!! I now shave my legs on a consistent basis and even though my significant other enjoys my new clean shaven body, she knows nothing of my dressing. I pick out clothes and shoes for my SO wishing they were for me sometimes. I love skirts, pantyhose, and high heels. I wish there were more sistas out there like myself and I'm sure there are because it helps to know that there are more out there who are just like you. I've seen numerous black drag queens, female impersonators, etc but not many black CD's on the web. I would eventually like to get into female impersonating as a part time gig...I know I would do wonderful and I've been really thinking of it as late. WANNABECD is not a good choice of a name, it should be WANNABEABETTERCD but I know it takes years sometimes to perfect a look. I don't have any desire to venture out in the public but I love doing it in the privacy of my own home. My ultimate dream is to one day have a complete makeover and photo session. I would love to get to know the rest of you girls better. I'm a frequent visitor of the site but I want to get to know some of you all on a more personal level because I'm sure you can help foster my growth and become more accustomed to this lovely discovery I have made within myself...I'm a crossdresser and I love it. I know it's been a long road traveled for many of you and this is a side of me that I really and truly want to embrace. I aspire to look as lovely and passable as some of you ladies one day. Hope I didn't pour my hear out to much but I really want some CD friends!! Love you, Jordan (my fem name..what you think!!) P.S. It feels really nice to have this off my chest!!!