Well its been over a year and a half since Ive last gone out in public fully crossdressed. I get all done up and ready to go and either just before leaving or just before arriving to where Im going I back out. I dont know why I do this. I love to dress up so much and Im so happy this is apart of who I am. I just dont understand why I chicken out like this. Its really driving me insane. I know the last time I went out fully dressed in public I had a very bad time with how people were. Very very mean to me and they literally pointed out and made comments quietly and publically. Some even called me a freak and stuff like that to my face. I wasnt even wearing anything "out of the ordinary" I had a hooded shirt on with a denim skirt and a pair of heels.
I think because of this Im affraid of the same type of reactions again but I dont know if it fully is why I do this. This happen to any of you where you're all excited to get, get done up nicely, then bam.....chicken out last second. I need a confidance booster and for some reason Im having troubles getting one