I've never really caired what I look like, other than 'how high a shock factor can I manige?'. People told me I looked nice, or that I was good looking, and the best I could muster up was a sort of 'meh, whatever' feeling'. I'd know in abstrackt if I had a good outfit or such, buy my main thourght when looking in the mirror would be 'hm... do I need to henner my hair again' (or quite often 'I think ther mirror needs a wash').
Anyway, since I've been dressing, that's all gone scewif. I'll wake up in the morning, and spend the first ten minuits lying in bed pondering what I'm going to wear. I actually cair. I'm losing the 'first cleen thing off the floor' thing (though not when I'm tired/hungover /rushing, which hapens a lot as a student. Hangovers, anyway ). I'll do more with my hair than run a brush through it, and make sure I'm wearing matching socs.
I got started thinking on this as I'm geting ready to go out tonight. Went into the bathroom (to cleen teath) and for prety much the first time, genuinly liked what I sore in the mirror.
Am I the exeption to the rules here (which I must admit, I'm good at), or is it a commen trend? Did you guys (or girls, you're imput's always welcome. But ftms or mtfs only on this one thanks) sudenly find you caired more what you looked like when you where presinting male?