After finding this forum, starting last September, my urge to dress and feel feminine has been like a run away train. I couldn't wait to dress and be Denise, kept legs shaved, chest, under arms, polished toes... I thought about being a girl 24/7.. I bought like 6 pair of heels, make-up hose. Anything that would make me feel feminine. I found my self looking through the nail care isle searching for that sexy hot color. I came out to all you fine young ladies. and Just like that I slowed down... I havn't posted in a while . I almost went out enfemme and did a drive and walk outside but I stood on the edge, just to come step back down... I really wanted to dress with another and needed support badly. Tonight I dressed a little but the fire went out for now. Has this ever happened to anyone else ?? I know I enjoy dressing so much and want to take it to the next level but I guess I am chicken.. I am terrified of being found out by my friends I had to let my hair grow back on my legs How I miss shaving and putting on sented lotion. I really had some wild fantacies and questioned my sexuality. It has been great chatting with all of you, your so kind. I will be around and hopefully I will regain my composure. Denise